there are certain people that i mutually follow and they’re literally perfect rays of sunshine and i worship them from afar and crave their friendship deeply but instead of talking i’ll reblog them sometimes or like one of their posts when i know i want to reply but we aren’t close and it’ll be weird
(via upsidedownsocks)
okay blushing for no reason thats cool
Maybe that’s just the thing I needed, to show me that I can’t have everything I want. Something’s are just beyond my reach and I can’t have them. It’d be nice of I could have you. If you could be mine. But I can’t because you don’t want me.
Though, for the time being, no one can have me either. It’d be too much. I don’t want commitment right now, anymore. Because when I thought I had someone for the rest of forever, they backed out.
So for now, no one can have me the way you had me.
Oh well.
At least it’s not the other way around.
Like you gave me the ring and you backed out. Because then I wouldn’t feel anywhere near worth it.
But since I gave you the ring and then you backed out, four (one day away from five) months later, it’s different.
I’m sorry. This probably made you feel terrible. But it’s on my mind. Just know, that I’ll be fine again one day. You go and be happy. It’s for the best. And I’ll attempt to do the same.
i always wonder if theres people who want me to follow them like really bad
(via 314-eater)
